Happy New Year

Well, this snow kitteh spent a few days romping in the frozen north. I am home again and back to my usual mischief. I had a good holiday in the real world and sent out a holiday greeting in world from me and my family (Brother: Leucetios, Sisters: Felicity and Calleigh, Brothers-in-law: Stu and Norm).



Since my return I have met a few new friends, I always love meeting new people. I look forward to a new year full of meeting new people, exploring new places and just having fun.

I hope everyone had a good holiday, whatever holiday you celebrate! Merry Christmas! Happy Hanukkah! Blessed Yule! Happy Kwanzaa! Buon Natale! Lystig Jul! Feliz Navidad!

I wish everyone the very best in the coming year! I hope to be more active, building, dancing, hanging out. I still need to put up some pictures I have saved. Hahaha.

I had so much I was going to say but now I forget, oh well, you know how easily distracted a Neko can get! Lots of love and licks, talk to you soon.

Nevie

The Return of the Snow Cat

Well, maybe I didn't get to play in the snow, but I did get to make a trip to the colder part of the country. I was sick a few days before the trip as I once again tried to increase my medication to the prescribed dose but still it made me too sick, so I immediately reduced it back down, then I was gone for 9 days. Now I'm back.

I want to give some extra snuggles to one of my best friends, Gareth, who is going through a tough bit. On a good note, he is opening a new store, combining some of his newest styles! Woot!

It is always good to hear from my little furry blue haired kitteh and one of my bestest friends, Kyne, he kept in touch with me while I was away. The club he helped create, Starfall, is doing awesome!

One of my newest friends, Ima, introduced me to a real good friend. I am so happy to meet Asche.

I did dance for a little while with Franzi, Mick and their friend Rio at a club where our friend Heloq was dj. Happy Rezzday, Mick!

Ooh, I met Toothfairy Tizzy today when I stopped by her shop, TT Designs, great furniture for *adult* activities.

I don't publicly give out my IM information, but let me know if you are interested. Anyone who used to have me on IM (Yahoo!, AIM, or MSN/Windows) who would like my new IM information, let me know.

I am excited about this week, why... it is Halloween (or as us Wiccan's celebrate, Samhain). My sky spa is decorated for the festivities if you would like to stop by to see. Hehe.

I love fall and heading into winter. I love the cooler weather, although, I don't see much of that here in Florida. *sigh*

Well, I'm finished my dinner and heading back in world, see you on the grid!

Nevie

Accomplished!!

Well, I've been a busy busy busy kitty lately. Hehe.

First of all, I have built a nice little weathered beach house on my little beach. Well, I still have to put the doors in and furnish it. After that I built a nice sky spa and gardens. In theme for Halloween, I have some fall trees and flowers up there along with my pumpkin patch. Hehe.

Further up, I put in a skybox house, then changed its landing pad a little, and then promptly dumped all my favorite Neko toys all over the floor. So, my fellow Nekos are welcome to stop by and enjoy a bit of 'nip with me.

I have spent several days on the hunt! This time I completed the Dark Katz hunt. Great fun. A few really tough ones, but I got some help and then also passed along my own help. My brother, Justyn, is on the hunt as well and we had some good laughs.



I plan on doing the Make Him Over hunt when it starts on the 15th. The Curious Kitty hunt will start in November, gotta remember to do that one too! In the mean time, the Pumpkin Prints hunt is going on, I might try that one, and maybe the Doubloon hunt. Ooh, there is also a Singles Mix and Mingle hunt going on, that sounds fun. Even more fun sounding is the EROS Erotic Treasure hunt, hehe. Also coming up is the Myth & Legend hunt on the 15th. But, I HAVE to do the Gone Fishing Hunt. hehe. I could go on and on with all the hunts I have found information on. I did make a list if anyone is interested in it. Ads for Hunts up until the end of February.

I have gone dancing with Franzi a couple times. I joined Justyn to close out the old Blaze club, Blaze is moving to its own sim and expanding into Backdraft Estates as well. Way to go Jarrod and Jonathan in your growing business!

I have heard from some dear friends lately, it is good to see everyone again. I missed my friends. I have heard from JC, Lenny, Benji, Van, Justyn, and MTD! Of course I always am talking with Franzi, Kyne, Ima, and Gareth. It is always good to meet new people. My most recent new acquaintances I met at Club Blaze, I loved talking with Jonathan. I knew Jarrod a while ago, I didn't get a chance to talk to him while he was DJing, but I briefly met his husband, Joshua, who is also a friend of Justyn's! Small world. It is good to be out and about again. *grins*

Anyway, that is what is new lately, I should get to bed, lots of licks and snuggles to everyone.
Nevie

The new stuff

Well, I was too tired to write anything, but I'm still awake so I'll write about what is new since my return to Second Life.

First of all, I sold my land on Amicus Curiae and bought a beautiful beach plot through Aloha Estates. I have been building a little weathered beach house under the palm trees. I absolutely love my new land, especially the fishing!

I have been spending my free time building mostly, or organizing my inventory, lol. But when I want to just relax and hang out, I can usually be found at my new favorite club, Starfall, where I have met some great new friends.

The friend who has stuck by me the most is my bestest friend and brother, the very sexy blue cat, Kyne. Some of my other brothers have kept in touch with me as well, including Franzi and Justyn. My other best friend, Garreth, may no longer be sporting a sexy tail but is still one of the most amazing friends I have.

Another of my longest friendships is Danny, who I am very happy to still have in my life. I am also very glad to get to talk to Lenny, who has been a great person to talk to through everything. I have some newer friendships too, including the very sexy Ima. There are several other people I have met and look forward to talking with.

Well, I guess that is all the big stuff, maybe now I should curl up in my basket and fall asleep to the sound of the waves and the rustle of the palm trees.

Good to be back!

I found it!

After much pawing through email and trying to figure out my password, I finally have logged in again! Okays, so I am back!

After battling many medicine changes and both new and old health issues, I am finally feeling well enough to be up and about. I am so happy to be hanging out again. I have reconnected with some old friends and found some new friends.

Can you believe I have been on SL for over a year now, unfortunately I was quite sick when my RezDay came and went.

This is my welcome back blog. I don't know what much to say, there is so much time that has passed, a lot has changed. Well, I am still the cute and cuddly Neko you have always loved.

Thanks to all who have stuck by my side all this time. I missed everyone so much.

What's Eating Gilbert Grape... er... Nevie Braveheart

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I'm so dizzy

Wow, what a week it has been. I'm so dizzy I don't even know where to start.

The refugees from Grampian were trying to rent a sim together but rather than risk friendships, they backed out. I hope that I was able to help the group while we were together, we are all still family.

Ian has dissappeared from search and groups. He remains on our friendslist and still shows up partnered with me. We fear that he has closed his SL account.

MrDuck has put up a memorial plaque for him at Remembering Our Friends. Ask me for the LM if you want to view it. Keep the oil burning for our friend.

Ian, if you read this, we just want to know you are ok. We all still care about you. I will not give up hope. You are my partner, still. I hope one day you will return to second life. If you cannot return as Ian Bartfeld, I hope you can create a new avatar and contact me so I know you are ok. I will sweep you up into my arms and kiss you like never before! It has been a week since I last kissed your lips. I miss you so much. You brought such beauty into my world. If you cannot get back into SL, please email me or IM me.

neville_longbottom80@hotmail.com (email and msn)

On another note, Stallions Gay Club has closed its doors. I wish Gareth all the best in the future.

My brother, Franzi, has refriended me, I'm glad to talk to him again.

My brother, Benji, and his husband, Matty, have gotten together in rl! Congrats!!

My brother, Galen, partnered with his boyfriend, Ciroc. Congratulations!

I have started hanging out with dear friend, Jennilyn, again.

I'm sure there is more, but my mind is mush.

Peace and love,
Nevie

Tears and Fears

Well, my next post was supposed to be my wonderful Valentine's night with my beloved Ian. Friday he bought me a Huddles system as sort of an early Valentine's gift. Saturday was perfect. I could not have asked for a more romantic time with the love of my life. Sunday we went dancing. Monday... Nothing. Tuesday... Nothing. Wednesday I arrived online to find out the three sims of Grampian Estate were offline, abandoned by their owner. His blog here was closed as well as his blogger account. Those who had his email for sending in tier payments reported that the email accounts were closed. Still no one has heard word from him.

As of now, his SL account remains intact and we remain partnered. I hold on to every shred of hope that he is ok. By ok, I mean alive. Without knowing, my mind swirls around in overwhelming circles. I feel so lost and cry at the thougth that something bad could have befallen him. I am drowning in my tears and tormented by my fears.

Ian, my love, if you are alive and reading this, please let us know you are ok. If anyone has any information, please please please pass it along. I know if you are reading this, something major has happened in your life that you would give up on your dreams like this. I stand by your side through the darkest of times. You are my friend, you are my family, you are my sunshine. I miss you so much it hurts. Please come home to me, my kitty basket is cold without you.

The following is a letter I wrote to Ian in hopes he will read it.

Dear Ian,

I know whatever you are going through in real life has got to be devestating to you. You have a kind heart. It pains me to know you are going through a rough time. The pixels of Second Life brought us together, but I like to think that after all that we have shared, the friendship extends past the screen.

I understand that there are a lot of things we have never discussed. I know you are a private person. I like to keep my real life private as well and understand that second life can strain real life and real life can strain second life. I know that with the support of friends and family we can make it through anything.

It is very surprising to suddenly lose you and everything relating to Grampian. I understand that the time and money of running the estate can really effect your real life. It is very understandable that you would have to leave. I think the thing that surprised us the most was not hearing a word from you.

Everyone came to my home and we talked quite a bit. We all still care about you and worry about you. We are more concerned than mad about it. So for now, Wildcat Beach is home to The Grampian Refugees. I got my stuff and what I could out of Grampian. We were all sad to have to clear out but the underlying conversation was our love for you.

You don't have to be a landowner to enjoy second life. You can survive here without spending a lot of money. You can still spend quality time with family and loved ones without being on here all the time. We are all hoping that you are ok and will return to us, even if it is in a more limited role.

I know you care about me. I really care about you. I know you have your real life and I have my real life, but I still have feelings for you. You have become quite special to me and I enjoy having you in my life. You have been the best thing to happen to me. I am not going anywhere. I hold out hope that you will return and we can work through this together.

I am always here for you. I support you always. You are welcome to come stay with me at Amicus, you are more than a friend. You are missed around here by many people and we hope you will be back with us soon.

all my love, yours forever,
Neville

Lost Kitty

Nevie's Happy Thoughts

Lingering Romance

Tough Choices

Life is full of so many choices. Some are easy, some are hard. Well, this one might just make you hard!! LOL. Anyway, I'm trying to decide which picture I like best for my dancer's application. Hahaha. Let me know which one you like best!

Who's Who In Nevie's Life

Well, I have quite a few family and close friends I mention frequently. I got the idea to do a "Who's Who" section from my brother, Franzi. So, here it goes...

UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!
I still need to put in picturs and captions for each person.

MY FAMILY

Ian Bartfeld
-My beloved partner

Rickie Zabaleta
-My big brother and Truest Friend

Stu Dirval
-My brother and RL Best Friend

Felicity Trevellion
-My sister and RL Best Friend

Galen Dudek
-My brother

Benji Wuramunga
-My brother

Damien Adamski
-My brother

Haptic Heliosense
-My brother-in-law (Damien's Husband)

Danny24 Andel
-My brother

Octavia Tiratzo
-My sister

Tori Mirajkar
-My sister

Franziskus Ninetails
-My brother

Justyn Maurer
-My brother

Quagmire Juran
-My brother-in-law (Rickie's husband)


MY CLOSEST FRIENDS

Rainee Northmead

Vanyel Dreamscape

Gareth Sodwind

Jamie Cheeky

Celty Westwick

Bermillion Sugarplum

VenomBerry Sugarplum

Leniad Gelbert

MrDuck Dumpling

Sarichan Bosatsu

Nerys Zanzibar

Skyler Questi

Rod Sideways

mtd1952 Timeless

Chade Dagger

Jordyn Carnell

Umberto Exonar

Ciroc Jennings

Some Good News!!!

My Brother, Franzi, has found love and partnered!!! I'm so happy for him. I saw some pictures of the two of them... purrrrrr. Congratulations Franzi and Kenshi! I wish you both much happiness. I love the kitty forms! White Tiger and Black Panther!! I might have to stop by in my Snow Leopard skin to give you some celebratory licks!!

Also, with the help of a very special friend and landowner at Grampian Estates, Ian will be keeping the Bay sim open! Woohoo. I'm so happy for him. Together, the Grampian Family will help make his dreams a reality here in this anti-reality we call second life. lol.

My Big Bro

By now everyone who knows me, should know that I'm SL's DJ ReZ's Lil Neko Bro. That is right, my truest and closest and most trusted friend is Rickie Zabaleta. I believe that everything happens for a reason. I was meant to find Rickie in my journey through life. Our roads crossed and we knew we were meant to walk side by side. The road was full of bumps and potholes but we picked each other up each time the other stumbled.

He gave me light when the world seemed so dark. He gave me strength when I couldn't stand. When I felt nothing but cold, he wrapped his arms around me and held me tight. When I needed a shoulder to cry on, he always was there with a warm smile. When he just needed to stay up all night and talk until his alarm clock scared him, I was there to quietly listen.

Over the months our friendship grew stronger and closer. My life is truely blessed because of having met him. The profound connection of friendship spread beyond the pixels of Second Life and into the heart of the person behind the keyboard. I know I am never alone for he is in my heart and soul as he will never be alone because I am in his.

I never tried to get in the way of his happiness in his partnership with Gabriels and Quagmire. A friendship as deep as ours is rare but true. The love between us is different than the love between partners though just as special.

So, with this being said, I now must direct my attention to the news my brother has shared. Sometimes the body is weaker than the soul. He is sick with cancer. I know he does not want pity. I do not give that. I give nothing but my love and support. I will be there at his side until his wings carry him from this plane into another world.

I know I am never losing him. He will be with me always. But I don't want to dwell on that while he is still alive and kicking and rocking second life with his passion for music. He still has life to live!!

Rickie, I'm here. For a Lifetime. *size* I love you always my dearest most true friend.

Love always,
Your Lil Neko Bro
Neko Nevie
(And Bort too)

Blessed Be and Congratulations!!

Last night my brother, Benji, had a beautiful Handfasting ceremony and married Matty Goldlust. I wish you both much happiness!! Congratulations brother!

A Mountain of a Journey

Well, the past week has had a lot of ups and downs for me, but I keep climping the mountain and smile out over the beautiful view. A lot of drama has plagued my sl exisitance and that continues even today. I have some great friends and "family" who are always there for me. I also have done my best to be there for them.

Most of my close friends have heard of the parting of the ways between the owner and managers of Grampian Estates. It has been a rough journey, but I have stood by my new partner's side through this. We never know what the future holds, but I believe in moving forward and seeing. We grow stronger from our trials.

It has been good catching up with some friends I haven't seen in forever. Damien and Haptic have been so busy, I hardly see them anymore. I love hanging out with them though. I also finally have seen more of Danny as well.

My Twin Bridges Family grows stronger still. No matter what we are always there for each other. They have moved over to Grampian Pride Land as Grampian Pride Bay will be sunk next week.

Things are looking up for Rickie. It relieves me to hear this. Benji has had a great week as he is now partnered, engaged and getting married this weekend. Octavia is having a good time with her new friend, Wahoo.

I do hear from some other friends, I'm always grateful for friendship. I will never turn away from my friends. I do not hold anything against them. I try to be understanding of everyone's difficulties and problems. Unfortunately, not everyone feels the same. I thank everyone for their concern and support always.

As far as me... I have a new skin that is totally sexy! I also have a new hairstyle that will be debuting tomorrow. I have left some of my jobs and still look for a fun time on SL. You can right now still find me dancing at Tigers and Stallions.

As always, thank you for your love, support, help and patience. You are amazing friends and I could not be who I am without you!!

I love my partner, Ian, and look forward to strengthening our relationship and rebuilding Grampian Estates together.

Peace and Love,
Nevie

Shout it from the Mountain

Well, you know I'm an emotional kitty. Things tend to go up and down for me. Well right now I am very excited to announce that Ian and I are now partners. I know it seems fast. It is. But it is wonderful. Everyday we grow stronger together as a couple. Our partnership signifies our commitment to each other and the desire to grow stronger still. Thank you everyone for your love and support.

Remembering Moonbeam Ranch

It had been Rickie's dream to have a club of his own. With his husband, Gabriels, he proudly opened Moonbeam Ranch. Sadly, due to financial troubles, they have closed their doors. Best wishes and good luck to you and hope to see you open again one day!

Said too much

Things were just too perfect. Why did I have to go and ruin that by opening my silly kitty mouth? I've just been happier than I've ever been. I got a bit over-excited. No matter what the future holds, I still messed up the moment and can never undo it.

Paradise

Well, when they talk about paradise, I know what they mean! Ok, so things are going better than I ever expected them to with Ian. For two people who wanted to take it slow, we have fully plunged into a great relationship. I sometimes am afraid I might be dreaming this wonderful man, but then I look up and see he is still there, gently stroking my tail or caressing my chest.

Today we spent some time at Wild Coast. It is so beautiful there. It was very romantic to say the least. Every moment seems magical. We then built our own little private paradise and spent hours dancing or lounging on a bamboo raft in the waves.

I wish that it didn't have to come to and end, but I needed to work at The Temple at Bad Puppy. Unfortunately, I don't think I will be remaining dancing there. I have no problems what-so-ever with Bill or anyone at Bad Puppy, I just don't think right now is a good time for me to be working there. I wish them all the best there, I really do. Bill does a good job of running the club.

I also did some shopping with Octavia and Galen this afternoon. In the upcoming weeks i will be landscaping my yard. yay!! Well, with help of course. hahaha.

Hey there little gray cloud

Oh, how I love the sunlight I've been basking in. Well actually that was moonlight in the clouds. lol. Anyway, I've been so happy lately. I found a man who makes me completely happy and I have smoothed out some of my problems... unfortunately in doing that i have caused another rift. I know that my actions may have hurt him, but I still loved him. Franzi, if you read this. You will forever be in my heart. I wish you well in all that you do. Peace. Nev

Truly the most amazing moments

OMG!! I can't even think straight... well, being gay doesn't help that matter, hahaha!!! (thinks of the joke, "I'm so gay I can't even think straight...") Hahaha... Those truly amazing moments sneak up on you and take your breath away. Today started out innocently enough... some friendly dancing at Tiger's. Then I went shopping with Ian. I know we were supposed to be saving up money right now, but we couldn't wait any longer. After a visit to TT Designs and over L$4K later, Ian and I found heaven in the clouds. The music, the timing, everything PUURRRFECT. My heart skips a few beats just thinking of the beauty of it all. Me and my boyfriend, together!! I never want to wake up if this is a dream because it is all too wonderful!!

Heaven on ... the Grid

I love my Sanctuary in the sky over Wildcat Beach. It sits just above the clouds, providing such wonderful views of the water below, the stars above... and the sexiest man I know in my arms. I finally got some music playing up there today. There is nothing in the world quite like dancing under the stars with the man who makes you feel happier than you have in your entire second life. It is peaceful and perfect up in the clouds with Ian. I'm not going anywhere... he's not going anywhere... that leaves us happily up in the clouds. I never wanted to jump to conclusions or push anything... but I think it is safe to say we are a happy couple. Neko Nevie has a boyfriend??? Well, he is one happy kitty! Ian is "The Cat's Meow"!

So, what does Nevie do when he isn't floating on his own personal cloud? He hangs out with friends and works. Right now I am working for 4 different clubs around the grid.

Sunday: Stallions 6-8slt
Monday: Hell Razor'z 4-6slt
Tuesday: Bad Puppy: 5-7slt
Wednesday: Hell Razor's 4-6slt
Thursday: Hell Razor'z 4-6slt, Tiger's Eye: 7-9slt
Friday: Bad Puppy 5-7slt
Saturday: Stallions 6-8slt

Ok, so what are these places? Well, let's see... Hell Razor's is a new club opened by my sister, Tori, and best friends Nerys and Cooper. Tiger's Eye is a club I have worked for since the beginning of my dancing career, owned by Rod, Quagmire and Rickie! Even when I'm not working, I still tend to end up there, that is my "family". Stallions is run by my good friend, Gareth, who had taken over running Zippers and then branched out on his own. Bad Puppy is one of the most popular gay sims. I can also be found frequenting my Best Buddy, Rickie's, very own club, Moonbeam Ranch.

Well, with all this going on you would think this little kitty would be completely worn out... well, we will see, I just started dancing again. LOL. But I am trying to save up money. Well, most of the time I am thoroughly distracted by my wandering mind... bet you can't guess what it is thinking about... hehe. *blushes* Aww, you guessed it!!

From the eternal glitter of hope

"When it is dark enough, you can see the stars."
-Charles A Beard

"Hope
Know no fear.
Hope dares to blossom
Even inside the abysmal abyss.
Hope secretly feeds
And strengthens
Promise."
- Sri Chinmoy


"Were it not for hope the heart would break."
-Scottish Proverb


In my many long dark months, several friends were by my side telling me to never give up hope. Though it was hard and at times I wished the struggle would end, I knew that the reward would be worth the effort. I could mention names of those who stood so closely by my side and kept me in their thoughts and prayers, but they already know who they are. I just want to thank them from the very depths of my soul.

As I returned to a peaceful place with sunshine, I still felt an outsider. But, again, my friends told me never give up hope. I smiled and went about my days, still wondering why did I even bother hoping for something. But now I know why.

I never knew why I needed it, but I knew I did. At times I wondered why I even cared. But I held true to that small glimmer of hope that burns eternally. And It has made the world a better place.


OK, so why is Nev in such a deep thoughtful mood? Because I am helping a friend through a rough time in his life. I want to pull him out of the darkness as he did for me. I know that I can't do that. If that was possible, I'm sure he would have pulled me out a long time ago. All I can do is offer words of support and encouragement to him in this hard time for him. I know at times that glimmer of hope seems too hard to see, but it is always there, never lose sight of it.

Which brings me to my coming out into the sun announcement!! Why is Nev so happy!? Well, for one thing, my real life seems to be doing well, my new medication is working so far. And secondly, my second life could not be better. If you had asked me a week ago my thoughts of finding someone who really makes me happy, I would have told you I was barely holding on to hope that I would. But, I did hold on and could not be happier!

So, I told you about Ian, how we met and our first couple of dates together. Well, the continue to be more and more special each day. We spent some private time together in my sky sanctuary and then did some sight-seeing in "Scotland". I really love just going and exploring places with him. We also did some dancing at Tiger's Eye and then just hung out together. Today I left him some flowers to let him know I was thinking of him. I really enjoy his company more and more every day. He bought a couples dance kit and we danced above the clouds with the stars and moon above us. It was the most special time together. He makes my heart beat faster.

So, what does the future hold for Nevie? Well, stay tuned to find out. I really hope it includes Ian. I have never felt more alive than I do with him around me. I knew it was strange to both of us, but we have taken to this new "togetherness" quite well so far. I have never wanted to push anything on him, but it comes so naturally. I feel like I've known him for longer. I know there is so much we both still have to share and I know it will come in time. For now I have my "special friend" title at Grampian Estates. He is the Heart of Grampian... that makes me Grampian's Heart.

Ah, I am the happiest kitty alive!! He is better than the best catnip I can find! I want to keep him forever in my arms. Thank you Ian for making everyday beautiful!

Oh What a Beautiful Day

Well, things are going fabulous for your favorite feline. I don't think there is anything that could make these past few days better... well, besides the sadness that I have for my best mate, Rickie, who lost his job this week. Best wishes to you, my friend! Love ya always.

Ok, so here is what is going on. You all know how I love to play around as a Snow Leopard. Well, that is fun, but I am currently back to my normal self. I can be found as Neko or Human. I have been told by a friend that he thinks I'm sexier as myself. I've also been told by a very special friend that he liked my creativity and thought I was such a nice guy, but when he saw me in human form he had to smile. Don't worry, my pretty white paws will still make some showings from time to time.

So, about this guy I made smile! As I said in my last blog, I was visiting my buddy, Galen, when he introduced me to his landlord. Ian owns the three sims that make up Grampian Estates. I thought about moving there because I like the work he has done and much more important, I like him. Hehehe. But he has a rule about not dating the landowners. All is well, I would rather have him in a more special role than landlord. Lol. We spent a quiet evening getting to know each other. We had a few hot kisses in the waterfall and lay out under the stars. Today we went to see DJ ReZ make his return after a three week hiatus. Ian was having a great time at Red Lion, a Scottish Pub. I don't know if it was the great atmosphere, the wonderful friends, the awesome tunes, or the sexy man he was dancing with, but Ian left with a smile on his face. So did I!

I made some new friends tonight at Red Lion. I saw some friends I haven't seen in a long time. I even got to give my little Pug buddy, Xander, some scratches behind the ears. Hey, I even won the contest for Best in Tattoos. LOL. I wasn't expecting that at all! Thanks!!

I also learned how to use Rez Faux to pack up the house I've been building. I have safely packed it up so it can be moved easily and set up again quickly. That left me room to put up a sky sanctuary overlooking the clouds and ocean.

As I was logging out to go take care of my ailing stomach, I noticed that JC was on. I wished him a speedy recovery. It is good to see that he is home and doing better after emergency surgery this past week.

Well, this sleepy kitty is ready for bed. I'm off to curl up in my basket and dream about a certain sexy scotsman. I know it is strange and a little scary to enter into a new relationship. Ian, if you read this... I'm willing to take this as slow as needed to make it comfortable for you. Don't worry, I won't be running off! So, no worries, Mate, I'm a patient man. Mwah!

Loves you all!!
Nevie

The days keep getting better

Well, I have been a whirlwind of emotional ups and downs in the past week, I blame it on the changing medication. I am happy to say that I am doing well. I have talked through some of my problems and had such great support from my closest friends.

Rickie, I know you cringe everytime you see me start to talk to you, not knowing which side of me you will get. So, thank you for sticking by me through my insecurities. Love ya babe, never forget that. I hope you get to feeling better soon.

Galen, you have been my star lately. You used to get so much more frustrated by my low self esteem but lately you have been so supportive. I love you so much, babe. Thanks for always picking me up when I fall and kicking my ass when I need it!

Octavia, You have been the ears I really need lately. Thanks for holding my hand when I needed some moral support to face my fears. Thanks for holding my hand when I am just feeling down. And thank you most of all for cheering me on always!

Benji, I am so glad that our friendship has gotten stronger. You really are a fantastic guy, I am forever grateful to have you as part of my life.

Q, thank you for listening to me, allowing us to clear the air. I am grateful for that.

Gareth, I'm always around if you need someone to talk to. Thanks for keeping my job for me while I was away. *blush* Sorry I missed my first day back due to flirting. LOL.

Franz, thanks always listening, you know I'm always there for you to listen to you.

Ian, I am so glad Galen dragged me out of my cave and into the sunlight. I enjoy talking to you and look forward to talking more. I hope to get to spend some time together. I'll help you find some good couple animations. Hehe, we can try them out.

Ok, now that I've said all that, I will explain what is going on. Well, parts of it anyway. I have cleared the personal air between me and my best friend's lover. I feel relieved that I can now be a part of Rickie's life without feeling unwelcome.

I have also met someone who I enjoy very much talking with and hanging out with. While I was hanging out with Galen, his landlord, Ian, stopped by. We all went to the river and sat there fishing. Ian is an incredibly good looking guy with a great personality. I have to pause to blush here now that I've said that. Hehe. You all know I'm a big flirt, but when it comes down to actually asking a guy to do something with me, I am terrified. lol. Well, I'm making progress. We are going to get together tomorrow. *takes a deep breath*

By the way, I should have never been introduced to fishing!! LOL. It is too much fun.

One more thing before I go, I want to send out my thoughts and wishes of get well to JC.

Happy Rez Day ReZ!!!

Wow, today is Rickie's "Rez Day". Unfortunately, he is spending the day battling the flu. I wish I could say I have known him as long as he has been on, but I didn't come along until later. I have known him since I've been on though, or at least since my first couple weeks. I can honestly say that my life is better with him in it. He really is one of my very best friends. I don't want that to be cause for alarm from his devoted husband, Gabriels, I don't think of Rickie that way. I truly love him, with every beat of my heart... but not in a "partner" type of way... in a best friend, family type of way. I can't live without him. So, Rickie, Happy Rez Day! I love you so much, forever!! *size*

Happy New Year!

Well this snow loving kitteh spent the holidays basking in the sun of the Caribbean. I have returned and am in good spirits. I look forward to this new year. New adventures await me!! Maybe even new love. My flirtatious eyes are wandering lately but nothing serious.

Equinox, my friend, I know you are going through a lot right now. Never forget that I'm here for you.

Benji, my brother, I know things have been hard for you lately. I am so excited about your date for Valentine's Day!!

Rickie, my dearest friend, I feel so lost without you!! I hope you had a great time on your vacation. I hope you haven't forgotten that I'm always here for you. Hehehe.

Danny, I haven't talked to you, but I have been thinking a lot about you. Hope to hear from you soon.

MTD, you are a great guy. Anyone who will take in a friend who needs a place to stay, is a wonderful human being.

Haptic, I'm sure we can all get together for some catch-up time. Hehe. I look forward to seeing you and Damien.

Jason, It has been great talking to you. I love getting to know you. You are such a sweetie.

Franzi, my brother, I'm excited to hear about your new master! I wish you so much love!!

I want to send out licks and kisses to all my special friends who have not mentioned already: Galen, Octavia, Tori, Jamie, Skyler, Gareth. Lenny, Nerys, Puerilis, Chopper, Justyn, JC, Van.

Love you all,
Nevie