The days keep getting better

Well, I have been a whirlwind of emotional ups and downs in the past week, I blame it on the changing medication. I am happy to say that I am doing well. I have talked through some of my problems and had such great support from my closest friends.

Rickie, I know you cringe everytime you see me start to talk to you, not knowing which side of me you will get. So, thank you for sticking by me through my insecurities. Love ya babe, never forget that. I hope you get to feeling better soon.

Galen, you have been my star lately. You used to get so much more frustrated by my low self esteem but lately you have been so supportive. I love you so much, babe. Thanks for always picking me up when I fall and kicking my ass when I need it!

Octavia, You have been the ears I really need lately. Thanks for holding my hand when I needed some moral support to face my fears. Thanks for holding my hand when I am just feeling down. And thank you most of all for cheering me on always!

Benji, I am so glad that our friendship has gotten stronger. You really are a fantastic guy, I am forever grateful to have you as part of my life.

Q, thank you for listening to me, allowing us to clear the air. I am grateful for that.

Gareth, I'm always around if you need someone to talk to. Thanks for keeping my job for me while I was away. *blush* Sorry I missed my first day back due to flirting. LOL.

Franz, thanks always listening, you know I'm always there for you to listen to you.

Ian, I am so glad Galen dragged me out of my cave and into the sunlight. I enjoy talking to you and look forward to talking more. I hope to get to spend some time together. I'll help you find some good couple animations. Hehe, we can try them out.

Ok, now that I've said all that, I will explain what is going on. Well, parts of it anyway. I have cleared the personal air between me and my best friend's lover. I feel relieved that I can now be a part of Rickie's life without feeling unwelcome.

I have also met someone who I enjoy very much talking with and hanging out with. While I was hanging out with Galen, his landlord, Ian, stopped by. We all went to the river and sat there fishing. Ian is an incredibly good looking guy with a great personality. I have to pause to blush here now that I've said that. Hehe. You all know I'm a big flirt, but when it comes down to actually asking a guy to do something with me, I am terrified. lol. Well, I'm making progress. We are going to get together tomorrow. *takes a deep breath*

By the way, I should have never been introduced to fishing!! LOL. It is too much fun.

One more thing before I go, I want to send out my thoughts and wishes of get well to JC.