I reach out my hand to let my dearest friend know that I'm here for him in his dark time. You are not a loser, my friend. Games have been played, yes... but you are better than that. I know the pain is still fresh and you want to turn away, but I am stubborn and won't let go of your hand when you fall. I am here to help you stand back up. I love you always my dearest friend... I have put on my armor, feel free to vent, rage, whatever you need to. I know you need to do that right now and am prepared for it. You are a great person, I have seen your soul and know the truth inside. I know at times it is hard to accept help from a friend, but know that I'm here when you are ready, dear sweet friend.
Dedicated to RZ
"Stand Back Up"
by Sugarland
Go ahead and take your best shot,
Let 'er rip, give it all you've got,
I'm laid out on the floor, but I've been here before,
I may stumble, yeah I might fall,
Only human aren't we all?
I might lose my way, but hear me when I say,
I will stand back up,
You'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid, and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up,
I've been beaten up and bruised,
I've been kicked right off my shoes,
Been down on my knees more times than you'd believe,
When the darkness tries to get me,
There's a light that just won't let me,
It might take my pride, and my tears may fill my eyes,
But I'll stand back up,
I've weathered all these storms,
But I just turn them into wind, so I can fly,
What don't kill you makes you stronger,
When I take my last breath,
That's when I'll just give up,
So, go ahead and take your best shot,
Let 'er rip, give it all you've got,
You might win this round but you can't keep me down,
'Cause I'll stand back up,
And you'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up,
You'll know just the moment when I've had enough,
Sometimes I'm afraid and I don't feel that tough,
But I'll stand back up.
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Thank you babe. You know I love ya. And yes, it is black as sin right now in my mind. Yes I want to leave this disgusting petty game playing place. But if I give into that temptation he wins? *shrugs* I dunno what I need to do for myself atm. MAybe hide, maybe cry, maybe fight, maybe nothing at all and continue my journey alone and without the love I THOUGHT I had from him. But nonetheless, you will be the second one to know what I decide. (Me being the first) Thank you for loving me Nevie.
Stand back up...Sugarland is a fucking awesome group and that song says exactly what I have done, over and over again. Do I really have the strength to pick myself back up? Do I want to? It is a worse feeling than Dark/Van and all that crap. The light is almost out of my eyes. I feel dead inside. So what can I do.
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